A girl so nice, but feels so hollow
Ends up crying alone in sorrow
She wakes up everyday
and draws a smile
Hoping it can please others for awhile
That girl goes to school
Thinking she looks cool
But gets hurt by glares and looks
Making her insides cook
She's shy,
buys her time by working
When she trys to do things for people nicely,
they sneer at her
Tears threatening to fall
She holds it in.
They dont know
the woe they cause
I drown myself in music.
Till my stomach feels empty.
And I feel numb all over.
I drown myself in music.
To get away from reality.
I drown myself in music.
To feel the darkness devour me.
And spit me out in a better place.
I drown myself in music.
To get away from all the pain and embarassment.
I drown myself in music.
To feel actually useful.
I drown myself in music.
To get away from life.
But live life to it's fullest.
In my mind.
I drown myself in music.
Because music is the only thing that understands me.
I drown myself in music.
Because I can't handle reality.
And reality can't handle me.